Have you ever been so sad and angry at the same moment? Sad because you feel like nothing’s going right and angry because you’re angry at yourself for not being able to cope up with the world’s expectations… You’re so sad and angry to the point that you just want to run straight to your home and try to find solace in your room.
…And when you get to your house, you go straight to your room without anyone noticing your arrival. It sucks. Your parents and siblings do not know because you keep your tears to yourself, they don’t have any slight idea that you’ve been crying silently within the four walls of your room.
No, not even your best-est best friend knows. They don’t know because you talk like everything’s perfectly fine may it be behind your computer screen, through your mobile phone or personally. Well, you’re not perfectly fine, you’re not fine at all. You know it.
No one really knows how you feel, yet they all talk as if they know everything. There may be some people who care enough to ask you what’s wrong, but they don’t have the time to listen to your answer because they, too, have lives to deal with… So you don’t bother telling them, you decide to bottle all your feelings up.
This is what I exactly have been feeling for quite some time now. I constantly blame myself for everything. I pity myself for that.
I no longer know what to do. …But I’m not giving up. I’ll keep holding on to that flicker of hope, to that one last reason why I shouldn’t give up.
09:44pm
♡, Fifa
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