This silence can never be more deafening.
It breaks my heart how I sit in a corner of a room filled with a bunch of familiar faces, yet I feel more alone than ever. It’s heartbreaking to realize that I’ll never be a part of this crowd anymore.
I miss the feeling whenever I enter this room, a group of friendly faces would greet me, and I miss the feeling of having to greet them back. I miss the feeling of actually being a part of their conversation, and I miss those times when my thoughts, opinions, and ideas actually mattered.
Right now, as they are all submerged in their conversations, I sit here… unnoticed at all. I make an effort to actually be a part of any conversation no matter how stupid, smart, “unrelatable”, or shallow it is… just to note them that I still exist…
I no longer know how to end this blog entry… But one thing’s for sure: it ends with my already broken heart.
-Something I came up with last Thursday (January 5, 2012) morning, but never had the chance to post it… So, I’m posting it tonight. :)
♡, Fifa
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